Will girls and guys I am BACK and hospital can be jamed up where the sun don't shine. I am out and loose woooowhooooooo just hate hospital.

I was very sick when I went to hospital got worse sick while I was in there and thankful to my partner I came home early and he adminster the drugs to me by syringe when I need it. His truely the best I could ask for I was so sick and he stayed beside me held me and watch me go through the worse and was there every minutue I needed him . He held me down when I was in agony and stayed when I couldnt hold food down I love him so much and this brought us so much closer I trust him whole heartly. It was such a rough couple weeks and he held me together and then the kids too. I don't care if I sound like I am bragging about him I ain't it's all true if you knew how much he did for me last couple of weeks you be suprised that someone could hold it together through all that and be a shoulder of strength.

Well I am home now and when I slowly decrease this drug I am on I be back to drawing and painting till then I am just going to doodle and have fun with that and read my computer graphic magazines.

Also go for heaps of coffee, I have missed my ice chocolates in hospital and chocolate muffins lol and listen to my music loud and watch tv all night when I want to and go for shower when I wish too lol. I don't make a good patient and I don't plan to bend to there ways either I am me and they can take it or lump it. Also I will eat when I want and what I want too.


Besides all this I haven't been very creative except making pictures out of the curtain around my cubical at hospital some where real kewl but I didn't have a pen and paper to copy them down.
I still really want to get another tattoo but I know it's bit dangerous now so I will maybe go for one more of a frog . I am sad that they made me take my belly ring out I kinda miss that shiny blue stone looking up to me hope my belly heals over ok.

I didn't mention how I got this excellent fairy book with the most beautiful old illustrations of fairys by different artist the book just rocks I love it I hope it gives me some ideas to paint.
anyway
night night

clubs